I despise journaling, which is ironic because blogging is similar to journaling. I have probably five different journals in my room with about three entries in each one. When reading through my journals on a later date I always find myself sounding petty, in particular when writing about the latest drama or problems I’m having with people. This is stupid because often this is the point of a journal.
Today, while in my room, I found a journal that I wrote in October of 2007. I had a record of five journal entries, each one becoming less detailed and shorter. I started journaling, in this particular journal, after my great grandmothers memorial service. At the time I found out that she kept a journal. Great Grammy, my great grandmother, wrote more about her beliefs, and about life in general in her journal, in comparison to the petty things I mentioned that I usually kept in mine. Her journal held things similar to what someone might keep in their blog verses their diary, because she gave a lot of insight .
At her memorial service a passage from her journal was read:
“The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life.
Attitude, to me, is more important then the past,
than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures, than successes,
than what other people think or say or do.
It is more important then experience, giftedness, or skill.
It will make or break a company, a church, or a home.
The remarkable thing is everyday regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day.
We cannot change our past.
We cant change the fact that people will act a certain way.
We cannot change the fact that people will act a certain way.
We cannot change the inevitable.
The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have and that is our attitude.”
At the time this passage really resonated with me, and still does today. When I am confused about others or my own life it helps just to read through this passage. It helps me to, more or less, get my priorities straight.

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